Saturday, June 16, 2012

Congratulations to Librarian in Black!


Sarah Houghton has a compelling post this week regarding her official foray into Library Administration, aka, becoming “The Man”, the Boss, and head person in charge of the San Rafael, California Public Library. http://librarianinblack.net/librarianinblack/  This is great news! Sarah has long been a strong voice in the library community, and I believe is leading the way for many of us Generation-Xers as we work our way up the food chain in our respective library careers. 

I was in management for more than 4 years, and I learned a few lessons of my own. I was not the head honcho, but instead shared responsibility with 3 other library supervisors. Our director retired in 2009 and that position was eliminated as the City struggled to balance the budget with unprecedented cutbacks. We lost a third of our staff overall.  The Art and Cultural Services director became our new boss, and her boss, the Community Services Director, was also new to the position, having spent time in Recreation, and later, Social Services. This means that we were reporting to people who did not have a background in library administration. On top of that, we went through a complete remodel and reorganization without a library director to lead us, so each day was a challenge.

A few things I learned along the way about managing people and working in a public library environment:
1.      Find your talking points and know your statistics.
2.      Listen to all the arguments and keep an open mind. Staff often have great ideas and viewpoints, sometimes things you had never considered. But always let common sense rule the day. 
3.      Keep principles of Librarianship close at heart and hand. These often lead the way when a tough decision is at hand.
4.      Know your library policies inside and out, how to apply them, and how to explain them. Re-write them if they need updating to meet your current needs. Also, keep them as succinct and tight as possible.
5.      Be prepared to talk to crazy people on a daily basis. Some of them might be your staff.  People who want to take issue with something get referred to you. Your empathetic nature will make staff trust you with some of their personal thoughts and struggles. Your job is to determine an appropriate response, reassure/handle/follow-up and make sure that the situation doesn’t escalate to your boss. Unless it needs to, and then…
6.      If the situation escalates to your boss, give her a good heads up and all action up to that point. Sometimes, you might have to explain Library policy or principle to her, if your boss isn’t a librarian.
7.      Get to know your boss a little. And her boss. Their priorities are often much, much different than yours as a front-line manager. Get them to talk about the bigger picture and your library’s role in it. How is budget looking for the department, the City? What other departmental priorities does she juggle? What is important to them when it comes to your library?
8.      Always treat people humanely and with empathy. Fight for your staff, for their schedules and their budget, and working conditions, and do your best to say no to bad ideas from upper management, or council. Stick up for your staff, and be willing to take a hit for them. It’s the right thing to do. They will know this, and they will support you even when things get a bit iffy.
9.      Enjoy the ride while it lasts. No two days are ever the same. Try and sleep and disconnect from work. Enjoy your hobbies and your family. Take the time off that you need. Working in a public library is a full-on contact sport – with staff, with patrons, with the community. It can be exhausting and uplifting, depressing and deeply satisfying, infuriating and inspiring. It is a great privilege and some days, a heavy load to bear. Keep your sense of humor, and stay hydrated. 

Not sure if or when I will ever return to management – I think I do better as a person in charge, and I enjoy the responsibility – but for now, I am enjoying my kids and all the benefits of a part-time schedule – no stress, no crazy hours or late meetings, no waking up at 2am in a cold sweat that I forgot to send an email, no employees pissed off at me – it’s been great. But is also angers me off that I was forced to make a choice on an issue that could have been easily solved by a simple solution but was not, for factors that I don't understand to this day. Was I discriminated against? I’m not sure. Was it convenient in terms of budget, for me to step down and open up a pot of money for the department? I don’t really know. Sometimes it’s best just to accept and move on. But even though I love my time with my kids and the no-stress job, something about my voluntary demotion still bugs me…maybe someday I’ll know why.

Friday, April 13, 2012

One of those days

It was my turn for a shift at the Reference Pod today. A shift at the Pod is always better than a shift at the Main Desk, unless someone wants to use the microfilm machine, then I hate it.

 Instead of someone using the microfilm machine, someone wanted to use a computer. Usually no big deal. Except, he didn't know how to use a computer. Just my luck, I thought. After about 10 seconds of conversation, it was apparent to me that the guy was also of limited mental capacity. He needed to apply for a job at a fast-food restaurant. He didn't know how to use the mouse. I showed him the basic moves. We practiced left click, right click, scroll. I make him type in the URL. It took him almost 3 minutes. Turns out he doesn't know how to type, either.

 Someone had already helped him get an email account, but he couldn't remember the password. We tried 6 different passwords. Miraculously, one finally worked. I made him write it down. Then he had to get through the application. This also involved passwords, mouse-clicks, and the confusion of multiple pop-up windows.

 I left him for a few minutes so I could help some other people. I came back and he was agitated and swearing. I told him to watch his language. He wasn't swearing at me, just at the whole frustration of it for him. Even though he annoyed me, I felt bad for him. We had to start all over. He couldn't remember the password for the application. We had to reset it. Logged back into email. Set the new password. Made him write it down. More pop-up windows.

 Then, the computer ran out of time and automatically shut off. Damn it. I guess it's just one of those days.

 It took him 90 full minutes to apply for a job at Boston Market. I sure hope he gets hired. He put in some good effort.

 I came home and turned on Iron Maiden really loud and made dinner. It made me feel better. Today was a stark reminder that the digital divide is a real thing. It's tangible. This one guy struggled, and I helped him. I'm glad to do it. But there are tens, hundreds of thousands more just like him.

 It was definitely one of those days.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Back in the Saddle

I can't believe how long it's been since I've posted to this blog - I guess I've had a few other things on my mind, like you know, having a baby. But I had to stop by and share one small snippet of fun that occurred the other night...

So, I'm back at work full time, and I was on the desk Monday night. Two kids walked up - I would guess them to be in 4th or 5th grade - a boy and a girl. The boy asks me
"Do you have any books about Slash? Ummm, he's like a guitar player..." I started laughing and said, "yeah, I know who Slash is, I saw him on his first tour with Guns n' Roses in 1988" The kid looks at me and says "REALLY??!!???!???"

I think I witnessed his brain explode.

Then the girl asked me, "Do you have any books about Tom Morello?" She watched as I typed "Rage against the machine" into my catalog - and she said in amazement "YOU know who TOM MORELLO is...?" in a snotty pre-teen voice, and I laughed and said, of course I know who he is.

Another brain exploded. I felt like Obi-wan Kenobi, Jedi Master. Then I told them, if you like Rage, you should listen to TOOL. She asked me if I thought KISS was an overrated band. I said yes - if you are listening to Slash and to Rage, then KISS is way overrated talent-wise.

Both of them walked away in stunned amazement. It's always a good feeling to blow a mind or two. And thus, I've formally earned my title as "The Metalhead Librarian".

Peace.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Headspace

Oh, it's almost 4am, and I'm wide awake. I had a fabulous, relaxing weekend - got a lot done, got nothing done - my agenda was loose and free form. The past two days at work, however, have got me worked up again -it exhausts me by 10:00pm, and wakens me at 3am, thinking about it.

I am looking forward, quite forward, to relaxing into my new job. The past few months have been a bit overwhelming. I'm trying to manifest the zen - the grace - into this endeavor. I think I am good at taking responsibility and making sure things are communicated to staff, but so far, I haven't had a real chance to strategize and prioritize my vision - which almost seems like a non zen-like thing to do - but it helps me get things out of my head and onto paper, holds things together. The technique has never failed my true intentions...

We had our ultrasound yesterday. What a fabulous experience it was! We watched our baby girl moving her hands and feet, opening her mouth. I'm only at 18 weeks - although I can hardly remember what it feels like not to be pregnant - and she looked well formed, healthy, and thriving. What a relief! Husband seems very happy, excited, protective.

Sleepy now, I feel better.

Friday, February 16, 2007

Perking up

7 days of work behind me, I'm in the homestretch towards my coveted and much needed three-day weekend - WOOHOO! Finally - I'll get to putter around my big new house and yard, unpack and get more organized (still trying to find our tax stuff - I know it's in there somewhere!) and maybe plant some flowers to dress up the yard. I'm going to cook, eat, shop (look out Home Depot!) and rock out to loud music all weekend long.

Maybe I'll be able to get back in touch with the girl I used to know and leave behind the cranky old lady I've become. Maybe I'll start feeling creative. Maybe I'll get 8 hours of good sleep. Maybe the flowers I plant will look stunning. Maybe I'll get so much done I'll amaze myself...

Ahhh - the possibilities, the potential of the weekend - glimmering before me like a stretch of sand along a beautiful beach. Let's go for a stroll....

Monday, February 12, 2007

Where am I ????

I'm actually in mourning, that's where. These past couple of months have been stressful and I'm missing my old life where I only worked 5 days a week, I could ponder my future with hope and enthusiasm, and I could sleep a full night without waking up in a cold sweat, worrying about stuff. My "to do" list is a mile and a half long, responsibility is weighing heavy on my shoulders, and I'll be going through the equivalent of a train wreck in 5 months when the baby arrives - and yet I can't have a crisis, because it seems that everyone around me is busy having theirs...someone has to mind the house and the store, so to speak, and thats me. No one seems to even notice.

Ummm, can I get a refund on this one way ticket?

Sorry to bitch about it. Who would have thought that Good Fortune could be so stressful?

And yet, I have faith that the Universe will guide me towards happiness and prosperity. I guess I've just got to muck through it until...well, at least until my next day off (two down, five more to go). I'm trying to find inspiration - somewhere, to keep me going until then...

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

The Proust Questionaire

what do you regard as the lowest depth of misery? IGNORANCE
where would you most like to live? South of France
what is your idea of earthly happiness? Good food, lots of sleep, sunshine, affection
to what faults do feel most indulgent? my curiosity and my lack of focus at times
who are your favorite heroes of fiction? Don't read much fiction, but The Vampire Lestat had it going on.
who are your favorite characters in history? Eleanor of Aquitaine, Peter Abelard
who are your favorite heroes in real life? My mom and my husband.
who are your favorite heroines of fiction? Morgaine from The Mists of Avalon
your favorite painter? Boticelli, Leonardo, Klimt
your favorite musician? Mr. Keenan
the quality you most admire in a man? Courage and honor and affection
the quality you most admire in a woman? Straight talk and fearlessness and compassion
your favorite virtue? Empathy
your favorite occupation? Librarian, of course. I'm living the Dream!
who would you have liked to be? No one but myself. Maybe a rock star, maybe a veterinarian, but still me.

your most marked characteristic? My ability to reason, good common sense, tolerance
what do you most value in your friends? being low maintenance and understanding
what is your principle defect? impatience
what to your mind would be the greatest of misfortunes? the loss of my eyesight
who are your favorite prose writers? Annie Dillard, Joan Didion
who are your favorite poets? Chaucer
what historical figures do you most despise? Bernard of Clairvaux, George W. Bush - both men of intolerance
what event in military history do you most admire? Invasion of Normandy
what natural gift would you most like to possess? I'd like to paint
how would you like to die? quietly in my sleep, with my kitty and a good book by my side. Sweet Dreams!
what is your motto? Change the way you look at things, and the things you look at change